a journey ... i feel like it's time to embark on something ... something that will lead to happiness ... a more constant happiness.  in the past few years i've struggled with this and i have come to accept that my life (that I chose) results in some happiness but also some anxiety and anger.  i would like to explore how I can really discover what makes me happy, what frustrates me and what I want out of life.  as i'm writing this it seems very overwhelming but maybe if I take it one issue at a time ... then maybe, just maybe, i'll be a little happier.